Since the day I knew me, I hid while attempting to fit in; but, my true self gave me away every time. All else? Not so much luck. I was a natural born leader.

I woke up one morning and I thought, who am I kidding? I love to be me when I do my thing and why not? What a joke it is to fit in. I have not served my spirit very well and this catalyst is awake. Off went the bra. Freedom!
I can name so many ways where I don’t fit in to what is considered normal, and guess what? B.F.D. I see none of those judgment-type people in my circle of life.  I care how others feel when they are in my presence. That’s it in a nutshell. And this nut paints her shell with bling, color, and hats. I am Aries.

I read tarot cards, guide to the best of my ability,  talk to ghosts, heal long distance, I meditate, I am a Jedi Knight, and I observe. Let’s be honest, how many people do you know that can do all of that and is a lesbian, taboot? I clear houses of ghosts, spirits, and others energy. I will marry two people who celebrate love and life. I don’t give a hoot about their sexuality; in love, there are no boundaries and I certainly haven’t been assigned to be judge and jury about it. I believe in the Universal Consciousness because I feel my energetic connection and nothing here on this rock can tell me any different.

LGBT. I watch and wonder. Will I possibly be gunned down, humiliated, ejected from establishments because I’m gay or beaten while videos are taken but not helped? I wore a uniform. I gave 6 years and I would have given my life because I wanted to serve my country. I deserve to be treated better than this and so does every LGBT citizen.

I will be me and I will not hide any more because I don’t have to. Right now, I’m shaking. I can pick up on the nervousness vibes within our consciousness of the LGBT community. It is scary and I feel for all of us. Breathe and take up the calm assertive energy.

And now let all of us end, stop, and desist nitpicking each other. If I were you and did everything your way, life would be soooo boring. Heck, I would be you, not me. Say hello, smile, bump my hand and move on. It’s ok to be different. It’s ok to believe in the Great Pumpkin, if that makes you more compassionate. I would even marry you in the name of the Great Pumpkin.

Religious freedoms? Well, that means me too. Say hello to Jedi Steffie Rae. When you own a business, and I walk in, I have the green (bread) and that should be your only concern. I don’t need you to judge what I do, as long as I am a law abiding citizen and have money for services rendered, that concludes our business. I am not in church, I am here for the chow. What is so hard about this? Maybe you need to update your software?

I wonder; but, I keep writing because I am compelled to do so.

Posted by Steffie Rae S